Wondering about

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Well. Here I am again. Wondering about with little to do...., I sleep a lot. And, although I'm incredibly well-rested, I'm not feeling great about how I'm spending my days. Getting a bit lost in this big world again.

This mom thing is a little tricky. I want to be home for my kids, but I don't want to 'limit' my own future. That said, I'm not really sure what that means.

This time my quandary really isn't about money. It's about finding something that I care about, or, preferably, passionate about. The silly question? Yes, I'm passionate about my kids and my husband, but--harking back to past blog posts--I'm still in search of something more.

My job at Kaiser was a bit of a farce. I was there during a crazy time for the department, and I didn't give it my all. Especially at the end of my three-year tenure there. I'd lost pretty much all respect for my boss, and an organization rampant w/ infidelity and questionable morals.